:)

And I know that it's so cliche to tell you that everyday

I spend with you is the new best day of my life

Everyone watching us just turns away with disgust

It's Jealously, they can see that we've got it going on

And I'm racking my brain for a new improved way

To let you know your more to me than what I know how to say

You're OK with the way this is going to be

This is going to be the best thing we've ever seen

If anyone can make me a better person you could

All I gotta say is I must've done something good

I came along one day and you rearranged my life

All I gotta say is I must've done something right

I must've done something right

-relient k must have done something right

today was okay.

i pulled a muscle so my leg hurts ...

but awkh well

cant wait till next weekend

friday - ?

saturday - matthews 18th

sunday - dance show rehearsal

yashin !

im gonna be so dead on monday tho :/

xox

depressed :(

Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me.

Whispers "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly."

I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.

Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms.

hellogoodbye - here in your arms

there is so much i can say but words get in the way

when i wanna find you i just close my eyes

you'll never be that far away from me

so don't say goodbye

ryan carbrera - i will remember you

two song that describe my mood.

.

there something in the back of my mind thats making me upset.

i havent figured out what, but its starting to keep me awake at night

i dont like it . i hate not having control over myself.

im an emotional wreck i cry at natasha bedingfield ? wtf...

i miss the old times.

i was looking through really old bebo comments.

found the first comment ryan ever left me..

he called me a fanny lols.

but he was saying he missed me and that ...

it was so cute.....

what happened ae ?

now we just argue and fight about whos in a mood at someone

help ? please.....

:'(

rant no.2

im a bit calmer.
but...
i think people forget...
RYAN IS MY!!! BOYFRIEND
not theirs.


so bloody remember that bitches.
8-)
xox

rant mate.

oh this leads on, im sick of not being trusted
by my parents, by my friends.
seriously?!
i wouldnt cheat again.
and im not gonna do anything !
fs. get a grip ! its nothing to do with you's.


thirdly, i hate how people assume im nice.
i have to act like little miss fucking sunshine all the time.
but sometimes i just wanna kill someone.
im so fucked up , you just wouldnt believe it.


i HATE! how people treat me like a total slag.
i cant even hug a guy. without some wee stupid lassie
coming up to me asking if that was my boyfriend?
and yes it was, but its none of their buisness.


i hate how i got a fucking C in english ?!?!
me a c?!?! WHAT THE HELL !?!
then this morning. my parents started shouting at me for it ?!
so fucking what !?
.
argh :/

nothing changed like

Maybe I was stupid

For telling you goodbye

Maybe I was wrong

For tryin' to pick a fight

I know that I've got issues

But you're pretty messed up too

Either way I found out

I'm nothing without you

Being with you is so dysfunctional

I really shouldn't miss you,

But I can't let you go,

Cuz we belong together now, yea yea

Forever united here somehow, yea

You got a piece of me

And honestly

My life would suck without you

.

kelly clarkson - My life would suck without you

i have pms.

its shite lol.

bring on summer.

fuck everything.

ryan. i love you .

simple as.

deal with it :)

x

update :)

everythings great


boyfriends still aaamazing
got my best friends back
made up with someone i didnt think i could


yepp
lifes fabby atm
xox