at last ! :D

yesterdayy was welll goood

with the exception of one thing

hope yer ok babe :( xx

.

but ayeee

met alex matthew kay and aileen

went to alex and matts

watched the incredibles under duvet covers

it was cold

.

drank LOADS of beer

.

then other people came...

alex got knocked out a few times

i got dropped on my head

the lock on the toilet door was broke so

folk walked in on yee peeing ! >.>

.

then...ema came..

i was kinda like shit !..

coz its kinda common knowledge me and her hated each other

due to...events..

but ayee...

she came over and started talking to me...

we sorted everything out (:

.

went out for a fag with her ...

ended up having 3 and talking...

went into the conservatory coz it was fucking FREEEEZING!

talked some more...

.

went into the bedroom..

talked for like another hour ..

people were like ORDER FOOOOD !!

.

then i went into the room with matthew to talk

and he told me a story about the time thomas got

jumped by neds at the shop.

ema came back through...we all talked...

then i went back through to let ema and matt talk

.

yeh alot of talking was done (:

and tequila is GIIID!!! :O:D

with cola tho lol

.

so ayeee overall

night was giiiid :D

xox

I'm just the girl next door :)

aha my blog titles are random

but this ones true..

i an truely the girl next door type lol

.

im actually all happy lately

i dono why 8-)

.

its quite awesome XD

.

but ayee anyhoo

nothing exciting happened todayy

soo...

im not gonna write anything (:

sorted !

xox

I'll keep you my dirty little secret, Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret(8)

ahaa today was quite giiiid

teacake fights and lube...nufff said !!

.

but ayyeee im gonna do more statements....was fun (:

.

1. i still love you more than anything,

even if we are kinda driting apart again:(

we can make this work <33

.

2.i used to think you were quite...a dick tbh.

ive realised yer actually a total lovely guy to me,

sorry for all the shit in the past.

.

3. weeev been through alot together ( too much tbh :O)

sorry i cant tell you my big secret lol

its bigger than pregnacy and AIDS put together !

.

4.you make me laugh sometimes..

except you did call me a slag in chemistry !

.

5. yer my bestest pal!

never leave?

i'd miss you and yer soulja' boy dance lol

...

but ayee!

this weekend should be goood (:

cant wait actually.

friday usual night in with ryan most likley ?

saturday afternoon - busy

saturday night - partyy (:

im still! not drinking btw !

been about a month now :D!

well chuffed XD

.

catch

xox

I think you're kinda cute when you try and act like you ain't lookin' (8)

lifes giiiid atm

schools going great

relationships great

friends great (:

.

ahaa...im a wee happy girl tonight

for reasons unknown to everyone lol

.

despite my breakdown today...

yeh ..i freaked out ...felt ill

and started crying for no reason basicalyy :s

ehh...why does this happen like every 2 weeks now?!?!

am i going insane ?!?!

.

ahaaa well....if iam shit happpens ae:)

mehh...im tired

catch (:

(ooo red today (:)

xox

reaching for something in the distance so close you can almost taste it(8)

hmmm....

tonight worried me.

i actually sat and thought about what i wanted to do when i left school

.

soo....me being the strange person i am...

started googling universities...

dono what university....stirling dundee or aberdeen...

but i know what course now

undergraduate history degree and undergraduate education .

ayee thts right i wanna be a history teacher(:

or maybe maths....hmmmm?ARGHHH!

.

arghhh...lifes scary ae?

seems like yesterday i was terrified of high school...

now ive only got like 2 years to go ...

oh dear....

think its time i get stuff sorted ae?!

.

schools going quite well...

i need at least 4 highers at B's :

.

aww fuck..this is worrying me

i actually want to do well in life kehn...

but i dono if i have the ability lol

awkhh well...

lifes a bitch...then yee die ae?

catch

xox

statements

im in a blogging mood now

this looks fun...

.

.

1. i actually adore you. never leave?

.

2. i cant stand you ...yet i still seek your attention

.

3. your the closest to a best friend i have...

our msn conversations are the highlight of my night

.

4. you are one of the the worst people i have ever met

grow up 'ae ? the pasts the past

.

5. you bug me suhin awfi...yet you make me laugh.

.

6. our form banter makes school bareable and

yer one of my best friends (:

.

7. you are the person i owe alot to..introducing me to uptown

ive met alot of gid folk thanks to you (:

.

8. i loved you in a friendly way...except you mucked it up

so ...stay away please ?

.

9. you literally are my mortal enemy.

yer a slag and everyone knows it...plus yer a smelly wee troll

.

10. your one of the nicest girls ive ever met. youve been through alot.

i hope things are getting better (:

.

try and guess (:

oxo

imaaa bitch !

ahaa

just a quick note

...

6 months ago

i was innocent, i was smart, i was sensible,

i was nice to everyone + i had PROPER friends

...

right now...

im anything BUT innocent, my grades are slipping, i smoke and drink

im a bitch to everyone + i dont know who my PROPER friends are (:

..

yet

im stilll happy :D

i suppose thts the main thing ae

i seriously dont care what you think

(:

xox

Pull my strings just for a thrill (8)

todayyy...sucked

first day back at school

classes = dragged on

im total in love with red jumpsuit apparatus atm

and 30 seconds to mars

..

i go through weird music episodes

last week it was coldplay and oasis

the week before it was bringmethehorizon

im a strange girl lol (:

..

but ayeee....

im awfull pissed off

i have wayyy to much homework

which includes an essay.

..

4th year sucks

take me back to primary ?

lifes tooo hard these days

it too awkward to fit everything in

= school, friends + relationships

....

im gonna have to concentrate on number 1

the rest...can wait tbh :/

well...im not saying im gonna dingy everyone...

..just...

cut down ? on the amount im going out ?

..

meh too much to do

byee

xox

boreeed mate

i like being off school

but im bored

....

...

and i have nothing exciting to write

xox

mega post !!!

fuck friday ....

saturday = best night ever !

my beedayyy party

.

excessive amounts of alcohol were drank

south park is amaze drunk

"OBAMAAAAA !!!"

" im not your buddy guy !!"

ahaaa immense.

wee chris and wilson played gay chicken !

"OMG HE HAD HIS TONGUE IN MY MOUTH !"

.

so ...

there was....

me

nioma

conor

leigh

shiviee

amber

shona

hannah

simon

chris

ryan

wee chris

wilson

.

ayeee....so we got drunk.

my parents went out for dinner

.

then they came home.

thts when everything got amazing believe it or not!

firstly!

me my mum and nioma on the trampoline drunk

" do youz pee a little wen yeez jump?

"no mum....."

LMFAO !!!

.

then my dad....who was half gassed !

decided to make use of the leftover fireworks from bonfire night !

BAD IDEAAA!

the rockets almost hit the shed..

then we got the box/cylinder things out...

they fell over coz of the wind...

and started hitting the house and the gas box

and us !!

.

then they had an idea...

since the lighter wasnt working...

they decided it was sensible to light them on the hob INSIDE!

and then throw them out the back door !

and burnt all the grasss and the fence !

.

went back inside...

my mum said to weechris

" you have the biggest personality here "

chris : " and the biggest willy :)"

mum : " err....*walks away*"

.

THEN !!

the police came !!

FUCKING PML !!

disturbance complaint with the fire works :L!!

.

so ayee everyone went home.

except leigh amber shiviee n nioma

they stayed:)

we watched house of wax and final destination

.

i fell asleep until at like 5.30 am

nioma wakes up...

"IM STICKYYY !"

she spilt orangeade all over hersel in her sleep :/

LMFAO !!

.

so ayeee im 15 babe !!!!

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY TOOO MEEEEEEE!

and matthew tomoroo

and leigh on tuesday

:D

xox

shite shite and more fucking shite !

arghhhh im awfii depressive atm
AGAIN!
yet im happy at the same time
HOW DOES THAT WORK !
SOMEONE PLEASE EXPLAIN !
.
but yeh...
school was ok
passed by english n.a.b
.
birthday in 3 days
15 at last babes !
im not a baby ! YEY!
.
party in 2
even better !!!
.
and out with ryan tomoroo
we need to talk more..
weer gonna end up drifting apart if we dont
.
i realised today...
i havent listened 30 second to mars
in ageeeeeeeees
.
i'll attack is like my fav song atm
and green day wake me up when september ends
becuase of gillian last night lol
.
god last night was funny!
" yoooooormy wonderwalll !"
"youre not the girl i though you were !"
"your a slag :L"
.
i moonwalked !
.
aha
catch
xox

5 dayyyyys !!

arghh!

PARTEYYYY!!

itsssa my birthday in 5 daysss !

.

party in 4 :)

only the closest lovelyy folk coming ofc!

and if I HAVENT INTIVED YOU!

FUCK OFFF !!

ok?

.

ayeeeee ...

school ...shit

walk offf the bus home

= funny as fooook !

ahaaa....

"why are my hands coldd afterwards !!!"

"coz yer stupid?"

.

"its illegal to spark up two fags !"

"naww its illegal to do this "

*drops fag *

"i never meant that !"

.

ayee...

im bored :)

byee

xox

yesterday...todays boring

muhaahaa

yesterday was giddd :)

went shopping !

by myself....

got new clothes...

spent 140 on 1 outfit...

oops

.

went home had a chicken caesar salad

yummmm:P

got changed....

went uptoooon !

sat at the square...

got bored...

me and kay went a random shopping trip

annoyed....HER !

and got a zumo juice !

with 2 straws ?

hmmmm.

.

went back to the square had an argument about

who would win in a compter generated fight

pacman or godzilla

i said pacman

then another....about who would win in a fight

batman or superman

i said batman...

then i started a fight with rpry...

coz he disagreed

.

then i went in a hufff (:

.

went up the spot ..

THANKYOU WILSON !

ahaa nufff said....

:)

couldnt get a fire going....

went back down the square...

got a chippy

.

waited on a bus

nearly got gang raped by neds

scary stufff

thankyou bus drivers who chased them away!

went home.

went to sleep.

.

now im lying in m bed...

im supposed to be hoovering...

so i betttter go (:

xox

mehhhhh!!

party tonight

fancy dress

ginger spice !!

ahaaa

should be ok....

drink galore hopefull lol

.

so aye just a quick blog to say...

im a moody cow.

i need 3 bus seats.

one for my bag, one for me + one for my ego

and im apparently fat lol!

oh welll...

i enjoy being hated it gives me attention (:

xox

future ? scary stufff

just had one of those scary thoughts...
what the hell am i gonna do with my life?
fairdooos im a smarty ...
ive got an A in Intermediate 2 maths
and a 2 in Standard Grade english already.
im sitting

.
int.2 english
s.g chemistry
s.g biology
s.g modern studies
s.g history
s.g art
s.g french
.
im supposed to get straight 1's/a's ?
no pressure ofc :S

ayee...back to future.

i wanna stay on at schoool

maybe 4 or 5 highers

then 2 or 3 advanced highers ?

yeh..denny high for highers ?

cross yer fingers for me

.

i have no clue what im doing after tht

this is where i kinda freak out.

i wanna go to university.

but...what to do ?

i was thinking maybe teaching?

.

but ayee my ambition is to be in a permanent job

by the time im 23/24 ish ?

kids? id like to think so...

only 1 or 2 tho...

not before im at least 20

id love to get married.

idk if its before or after kids.

my parents wernt married when they had me

or my younger brother.

and we turned out just fine lol (:

.

my parents seriously are good role models

they both work full time jobs

and weekends ...

yet still make time for me and matthew.

not alot of parents can pull that off.

.

ayeee i may seem weird thinking about this

but its only 2 or 3 years away..

it scary shit....

i miss being a kid! !

Oh well....

we all grow up sometime :)

xxx

im a busy little monkey this weeek (:

bonfire night up callyp ?

£5

youmeatsix?

£10

getting tickets for the relentless tour?

£30

all the fabby banter im getting?

Priceless!

.

ahaaa im now the mastercard advert LOL!

but ayeee the next few months is goonnna be good

.

birthday next sunday (16th ;))

christmas soon

bmth + msi ? january 27th

?

overall its gonna be giddd

.

i really cba writing alot...

im starting to study for my prelims...

its going ok....

im gonna get straight credit grades !

im determined !

(:

catch babeees !

xox

OMFGGGG!!

gig last night !!

OMFG!!!!!

AMAZING MUCH!!!???!!

farewell city ?

well gid

lead guitarist?: OMFG he'd git done !!

cover of ushers in this club ? fav song (:

FUCK YER MYSPACE BEBOS BETTER !!!!!

CAN I PEE IN YER CUP MR HOBO MAN ?

skadoooooosh !!!

youmeatsix?

HOLY SHIT!

we knew the words to every song

" GLASGOWS FUCKING MENTAL !!"

best gig ive ever been to !

.

we met chris (:

thanks for letting us skip the queue btw (:

went mental !!

SAVE IT FOR THE BEDROOOOOM !!!

*me dean like singing on the streets of glasgow !*

JULIE ANDERSON??

who are you !?!?!?

.

ayee random blog

i get total hyper talking about it !!

sooo moving onnnn!

.

went to ryans tonight (:

was gid(:

chris raped me....but not really lol !

i dono whos hands were who !!

and then ! i made them dinner >.>

then chris and ryan made fire ...

the smoke alarm went offf

then they slid down the stairs on pillows :D

OOOOOOO!

ive got a party on friday

fancy dresss !!

im going as ginger spice ! :D

lol!

should be a gid week !

bonfire night tomoroow :D

yey (:

xox

nice wee day babes

aww t'dayy was well gid (:

.

first went up town to get make up for tmoro(:

came home ,changed clothes, did hair etc.

watched an awesome episode of maury !

"im 13 and i want a baby "

seriously just why !?!?

.

then ryan came over (:

we watched scrubs and ate soup (:

then we went upstairs too watch...

charlie angels : full throttle

wassss ghiiid

then my mummy took us to mcdonalds for dinner XD

met eve ...im a sex muffin apparently (H)!

went back home....

.

went out the back with ryan so he could have a fag

stared at the stars.

was awfi nice + romantic (:

i have a star !

its called nicole (:

god i love tht boy so much (:

.

well you me at six tomoroo !

so im off to drink relentless

watch csi

and msn folk (:

byee babes

xox

its about time i grew up

its offical ...ive started growing up

.

tonight was rather emotional...to say the least

for both me and ryan.

my parents decided to have the chat with him

about how if he leads me a-stray...theyll hurt him :

.

seriously ..it was actually so embarassing

and i feel so bad ...

coz theyve scared the shit outta ryan.

yee see my dad?

he looks like a mob boss :

.

then after ryan went home ....

had a big heart to heart with my mum and claire

*neighbour*

about how they only did it coz...

shes " scared of me growing up"

she wants me to be "her wee baby girl again"

.

i cried ....alot...

i see where shes coming from

.

i used to be a wee quiet lassie...

i never went out...

until i met ryan...

hes the one who has let me grow up

hes the one whos showed me HOW to grow up

...i love the boy....seriously

.

he said something to me today...

i was like....amazed...

im not saying what..

because...its for me only

but it made me realise how much i loved him

which...is ...soooo fucking much

i cant really describe it.

.

well enough drama for today...

check out ryan + chris's blog (:

http://uk.youtube.com/OurBlogRulez

xox