Saturday, 1 November 2008

its about time i grew up

its offical ...ive started growing up
.
tonight was rather emAlign Centreotional...to say the least
for both me and ryan.
my parents decided to have the chat with him
about how if he leads me a-stray...theyll hurt him :
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seriously ..it was actually so embarassing
and i feel so bad ...
coz theyve scared the shit outta ryan.
yee see my dad?
he looks like a mob boss :
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then after ryan went home ....
had a big heart to heart with my mum and claire
*neighbour*
about how they only did it coz...
shes " scared of me growing up"
she wants me to be "her wee baby girl again"
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i cried ....alot...
i see where shes coming from
.
i used to be a wee quiet lassie...
i never went out...
until i met ryan...
hes the one who has let me grow up
hes the one whos showed me HOW to grow up
...i love the boy....seriously
.
he said something to me today...
i was like....amazed...
im not saying what..
because...its for me only
but it made me realise how much i loved him
which...is ...soooo fucking much
i cant really describe it.
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well enough drama for today...
check out ryan + chris's blog (:
xox

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