aye im grounded got nothing better to do.

so ayee.
this is the way i let emotion out.
on a fucking stupid internet blog.
pfft, what a joke?


i feel physically sick with boredom.
im upset and feel awfi bad.


whilst my boyfriend and his "mates"
are out drinking ...and my friends too.
im stuck in the house bored to tears :(
does anyone care? nuut.


all i got was , " its yer own fault"
and tbh it is.
but i feel like SHITE!
my parents refuse to speak to me
and i have NOBODY to keep me company.


trying to get *someone* to come over.
but personally, im not getting my hopes up.
afterall, drinks above me in priorities :(
and tbh...id rather be drinking than with me .


but kehn it would be nice to be thought of.
im sitting here pure crying my eyes out.
and who actually cares?
ill tell yee.....NOONE!
its always my fault.
and usually....it is.
but it wid be nice to have some emotional support.


yeez always say yer there for me..
ayee when it stupid little things.
but when its a big thing like this....
i cant really count on anyone to be there for me.
i phone people. there phones are off.
or they say they'll call me back and dont.


its fucking great.
kehn whit fuck this.
im an inconvinence to everyone.
including my parents and friends.
just....whats the point :(


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