(U):'(

Rain outside my window pouring down

What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry

Feeling like a fool cause I let you down

Now it's, too late, to turn it around

I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry

I guess this time it really is goodbye

You made it clear when you said

I just don't love you no more

omg :'(

ive ruined everything again.

this time...i dont even know what ive done.

i didnt put enough effort into winning him back.

im a fucking stupid BITCH! for losing him in the first place.

its my own stupid fucking fault :'(

i literally hate and despise myself

seriously why do i ruin my own life

and other people's who i really care about.

i need to let him decide whether he wants to let go.

i cant stand seeing him upset :'(

it will kill me inside if i have to say end this to him.

but i have to do whats best for him just now.

its not all about me.

...

xox