day 1

day 1 of my new life

not much has changed

.

i told everyone of my intentions

they laughed...

said i couldnt do it evn if i tried...

so kehn what !?!

im more determined to do it now

its all over....

and i mean it (:

that half bottle of vodka i shared with amber

my last alcoholic drink outside the house

until im legally allowed to drink ofc

.

fag i had at bus stop?

my only fag all day

is in the morning

ive cut right now...

ill try and stop completly soon

.

just wait till the weekend

everyone will be phoning me like

"nicole you coming uptown?"

and guess what?

the answer will be no (:

.

but ayeee....school was ok

but i cba talking about it

....

catch (:

xox