today :/

tooon?

wiz ok i spooose

no drinking !

straightedge?

nahh...

just couldnt be bothered

with the bombscaring

and

the hangover

and

embarrassing myself more (:

...

right now?

watching a dvd

charlies angels:full throttle

coz im coooool (h) lol

on msn ?

ayeet mate

talking to conor about relationships

...

speaking of relationships...

today i realised suhin

i dont wannna lose him...ever..

just lying in bed with ryan watching a movie

talking a lot of random shit

not caring about other people....

just me and him...

it proved you dont have to do *stuff*

to spend time with your boyfriend

i could have lay there all night...

just snuggled up under the covers

having random conversations about

dinosaurs...and other silly things

just being myself basically.....

but nawww!

my mum had to phone ...

and say i had to go home.

i was utterly gutted....

...

i soo wish i had a place of my own

or even just a shared flat ...

but kehn being 14...

with no job...

doesnt help (n)

wid be so good ..

not having to go home at a certain time

being able to spend a whole night with ryan

:( if only ae?

...

but ayee im tired

so ...

catch babe

xox