sorry (n)

so shit btw :(

once again ive fucked up :(

it always me...

i dont mean to ...

but after it i realise

that i fucked up big time

.

i honestly think im just a general fuck up

it always happens :(

and after it all fucked up so much...

my friends are like

" yee didnt deserve that "

or

"it wasnt your fault"

when ive realised ....

it usually is ...

.

maybe im not meant to be happy :(

i am ...when im not fucking up

which seems to be like every 2 weeks lately

but when we fall out i just feel like shit

atm...i could honestly cry..

it just every fucking time !!

i always fuck up by acccident :(

.

im sorry i lied

i thought ...

you know what im not making excuses for myself

.

im sorry i lied :(

and i just hope...this doesnt change anything

ive never lied to you before

you know ive told you the truth about ...

the things i know you dont want to hear

but i know i have to tell you,

about everything

including when i tell you i love you more than anything :(

.

xox