But if I never take this leap of faith I'll never know (8)

someone give me him back :( please....

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this week has changed me.

sooooo much.

im like emotionally scared :(

.

right public broadcast of feelings?

shows you how much i care :( x

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i want you back.

so badly it makes me cry.

im sorry.

im sorry for lying.

im sorry for keeping it a secret.

im sorry for making you seem like a bad person.

im sorry i hurt you.

im sorry i went anywhere near him .

and most of all ..

im sorry ive made you distrust me :(

i deserve all the shit you've given me.

i am a slapper

i am a slag.

but im determined to change for the better

ive quit smoking for you.

ive did everything :(

i just hope you realise how sorry i am .

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ive cried at least once everyday after and including sunday night.

i hate myself for what ive done to you.

i said

"im not as bad as her"

but guess what i am :(

i might even be worse ..

but least im trying to fix it...im trying sooo fooking hard

.

please. take me back.

give me a chance to prove im diferent now

....

please :(

xox