it's been like this now for days...(8)

if it hurts this much,

then it must be love,

and its a lottery,

i can't wait to draw your name.

oh i'm trying to get to you,

but time isn't on my side,

the truths the worst i could do,

and i guess that i have lied.

.

keeping me awake,

it's been like this now for days,

my heart is out at sea,

my head all over the place,

i'm loosing sence of time,

and everything tastes the same,

i'll be home in a day,

i fear thats a month to late.

.

that night i slept,

on your side of the bed so,

it was ready when you got home,

we're like noughts and crosses in that

opposites always attract.

.

-youmeatsix, alwaysattract

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so ayee today sooked.

whats new ae? :/

fuck alll !

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biology - sooked

history- ok...banters giiid

break- shite

art- skive

french- BIGGER skive

lunch - shite

english-shite

maths- OOOFT! shite.!!

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came home.

had dinner

now im in bed.

fuck sakes.

sooooooooks atm !

.

and i think im scared.

just in general .

scared.

life scares me lol !!

seriouslly !

.

tomorrow?

just another day ae?

this weeks nearly over !

lets hope nexts better.

lets just say...

it couldnt be anyworse than this...

ive lost everything......

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xox